Fact: I haven't touched a game any longer than 1 2 hour for the whole week.
Fact that comes along with above Fact: I started SCHOOL. *whines* I met friends, family member and celebrated birthdays more than usual.
Fact that also tags along with the former: I ate A LOT of Junk. =/
This whole week is seriously filled with alot of food and people. I sacrificed a hell lot of time from my laptop, which continues to dampen my mood with 2/3 of viewing pleasure (if you don't know what happened, click here). But it's okay, I had fun. =]
Monday BTN & PDC - a classic example of Monday Blues. The only best thing I recalled is that I fell asleep in lecture.
Wednesday I went out with Marc, Anni, Zhenjie, Hongwei for Dinner @ Bistro Delifrance. Apparently, the young man who served us guilty-ly(is there such a word?) handed me a partially burnt Seafood - Ciabatta bread top.
...But I was too hungry to even bother so much about it. =x It was nice to see Anni after so long. =]]
Thursday Uh... What did I do on Thursday ar? *snores*
Friday I was SOOOO lethargic that day despite my usual quirks.
My results for IL2 ain't satisfying enough for me.
Best word of the day : Distracted.
"Are you distracted, (insert name)?" *Runs off to the next room* *See the Cause of Distraction* *Feel some emotion here - choose between oohh... yummy~ or oh-mai-gawd!* :D
Hahahahahahahaha~ *falls due to fits of laughter*
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Came back home.
Granny and My Maklong/Aunt from Melacca came over for a short visit.
While on the way to my Uncle's house, Maklong: "I met Uncle Cyril the other day..."
*ponders*
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Picked Bro up at Changi Airport. Went to East Coast Park to celebrate with my future sis in law, Kak Nana and her cousin's birthday, 23rd and 21st respectively.
While my makeup cair kipas sate/otah~ :D Dad said to me, "Oh, macam gini bleh bukak kedai jual satay, macam noyang kau. Arwah Datuk pun sama jugak..."
Only then, I knew that my great-grandfather had a satay-stall.
Saturday aka Today
Kak Diana's birthday. She's in hospital...
...because she safely delivered the latest addition to the family...
My baby niece, Alleyah Matina.
=]]
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National Stadium will be closed from today onwards. Demolished to make way for something new.
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Finally, one long satisfying post. XD
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I realised... I lovethe act and emotions when IHUG(S)someone, esp. my loved ones.
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I knew I cried 10 times more than I remember When it really said that it will never happen
The car screamed loud, got hurt by the tar At the same time Lips trembled and I fell apart.
The side mirror broke, and the only thing I remember is I went back and pick up those precious memories.
What precious pieces that could be? Final words don't even exists to me.
Okay... I still can't believe the news that has just leaked out. *takes deep breath* Alright everyone, here's the Good Awesome News.
SINGfest 2007 @ Fort Canning Park, Singapore. (8th August 2007 & 9th August 2007)It will be held for 2 days. And the rumouredlineup would be:
Sugar Ray
Black Eyed Peas
Pet Shop Boys
The Academy Is...
Cobra Starship
Gym Class Heroes
MxPx
Good Charlotte
Avenged Sevenfold
So, Sugar Ray, Black Eyed Peas, The Pet Shop Boys, The Academy Is..., Cobra Starship, Gym Class Heroes, MxPx, Good Charlotte, Avenged Sevenfold is coming to Singapore.
Hard to believe ya? So, I went around finding for some proof/sources... here we go~
8th August 2007 [Band(sources;comments)]
Gym Class Heroes (Fueled By Ramen tour dates; partly confirming Good Charlotte & Black Eyed Peas - funny they put Singapore and Thailand together *frowns*)
Sugar Ray (official website; partly confirming Black Eyed Peas & Pet Shop Boys)
I couldn't find any decent confirmation for Good Charlotte (I'm not sure about it, 'cos in their website they look uber busy in a tour with Justin Timberlake) and BEP (tour dates shown in their website is by far for July currently) though. But, hey, sometimes, the words don't lie. So, I hope it's all true... :3
Well... Maybe not for the ticket sales. *Read: refer to Sugar Ray website, S$150.*
Cheaper a bit lah. =x
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While chanting 'omgicantbelievethis' and searching for some proof, look at what I've stumbled upon at Audioreload.
*refer to red box*
Haha. Yes. Funeral For A Friend is coming to Singapore. (sistic info here) VENUE : Glass Pavilion, Far East Square (28 China Street) TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee of S$2): S$75 Early Bird (16 Jun - 05 Aug 07) S$85 Early Bird (06 Aug - 7 Sept 07) S$95 (8 Sept 07)
Heaven & Hell is coming to Singapore as well.
Actually, this post was meant to be for TAI, CS, and FFAF (plus H&H) but I apparently stumbled upon more news instead.
What I'm trying to point out is Saosin and Paramore might be coming to Singapore probably at the end of the year too. I wonder how true can that be, but I'd be stoked if it is really true.
Psst... While I was trying to find the news out, take a look at this~
The vid's title is Saosin in Singapore 22nd May 2007
They apparently were here on 22nd May 2007 and some fans took Chris, Beau and Justin out to Upper Serangoon for a whooping S$50 durian treat. Plus, (from what I read in the forums), they also got some tattoos done. Dang. I'm so envious now.
There's quite alot of pictures of Saosin in Singapore. Click click here! (it's a forum, just browse and you can find the pics easily)
So happening right? Lol.
-------* Amidst all these awesome bands, August has the National Day aura, even if I catch all of them, I don't want to miss National Day Parade too. >.< *stress*
Ah. And I thought I can get away tonight without blogging with the reason that I can sleep. But... I end up bed-rolling and I admit defeat to the sleepless deficient gene I have.
So... What did I do on my Favourite Day? Miss Tuesday did something usual and did something new as well... :)
Let's show off some new dish I managed to make today! (I'm making assumptions that today is still Tuesday - since I haven't KO-ed in bed yet)
My first Sushi! (Tamago Sushi ngek ngek :3)
Amacam? Not bad for a first timer? Heh heh :3 (Suddenly I'm full of self-praise earlier in the day.)
I was trying hard on whether I should show off the ingredients I used, so as to not scare any people off thinking that it's not edible when it seriously is. But then again, I decided not to cos when I took the pic of the egg roll, it looked... hmm... I got funny vibes looking at it. Haha.
Only thing that I need to improve is the taste of the rice. I guess, I haven't got the right amount of rice vinegar just as yet. And yes yes, if I am satisfied with my creation, I'd let you eat it, if you ask. (And see you clean the bowl of tuna cheese spag up the way I cooked for Mervyn and HW didi Heee :3)
I love the smiles of people if they like what I cooked. Satisfaction. Better than filling my stomach with anything else. =]]
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The usual is... of course sparing time watching anime. Heh heh. Current anime is Kekkaishi.
Hmm... Basically it's a combination of Naruto and Inuyasha. Well, some Bleach watchers would find a word that sounds abit familiar but different in this series... which is Shikigami. (Bleach's Shinigami) Both words have different meanings, of course.
I love the ghost dogs, especially. Make me laugh so much with their faces and antics. Hehe.
Hehehehe. Random pics that made my funny bone tickle =]]
... It didn't made you laugh?
I'll try again... *puts up another 2 more cute/funny picture*
-------* There's always a reason to the many things I do. Even when I don't like it as the way I have been living. And I hate making promises. 'Cos I'll never be happy if I can never accomplish them.
The few things that binds me to my memories~ The circular band.
Just finished watching the late run shows in channel 5. I was following Beauty & The Geek (season 3) and was more than happy that justice has been served in the whole season. So what is the show all about?
Well, basically they have 8 beauties, and 8 geeks. And the show pairs them up to see how much of a transformation they can be in 8 weeks. What could be more interesting is that the 3 producers are: Jason Goldberg (Executive Producer of Butterfly Effect), Nick Santora (written/produce The Sopranos, Law & Order as well as Prison Break) andAshton Kutcher (haha. I think he's the well known among the lot - producer of Punk'd and actor of That 70's Show).
At first I thought that I'd never be interested to watch the show, but I end up being particularly interested because I was pretty skeptical if there is even and changes towards the participants in the show.
A hell lot of cat claws hiding and bites stressing out the men. But, I'm happy with the ending... =] Well, who would have thought that a Playboy Model and a Harvard Graduate would win the 3rd season anyway? =]]
-------* Blogger suddenly didnt allow a short form of and/(&). I think it's the labels.
Classes started today and I feel... awful. Bitten hard by the Monday Blues' Bug. And I totally forgot about having a meal the whole day until 10.30pm. -_-
So... I tried very hard to change my sleeping habits but I guess I slept abit too early tonight (say about 9.30) and I woke up just a few minutes after midnight. As usual, I can't get to bed after that. *shrugs* Well, since I had nothing to do, I might as well get a cup of coffee. (that I haven't had for EONS. seriously. I haven't had coffee since I fell ill.)
So this is what I have been doing other than that: (not that anyone cares, right? Haha)
Read my emails,
Listening to my mp3s,
Starts wishing that it would be a miracle if somehow a 30GB Creative player is on my desk tomorrow,
Watched AIR summer specials (and more animes),
Nudged a few owl-like friends on MSN,
Drooled over the idea of making sushi with sis Abbie's recipe =], [source of these delicious pics: http://www.edohei.mb.ca/sushi.htm]
Bed-rolling (is there such a word?), and...
Bloghopping~ *boink boink* =] [to top it up, I was scaring myself so that I'll get into bed, ironically]
After reading someone's blog, I noticed that recently I was dragged into quite alot of situations. Nope, I am not a part of the situation, I'm just the frequent visitor, watching as the story continue and unfolds. Maybe I shouldn't call it situation, more like topics. i.e - (race)(religion)(stupidity)(irony)(etc. etc.)
I question myself a lot more instead of giving myself time to answer them. And I begin to notice...
How time passes by~
To me, it seriously is passing by at an alarming rate. It scares me to an extent I was rooted to the ground while I continue to watch the world spinning away.
With much contradictions, I just started criticising myself. Ah... Sucky.
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So much of that...
Mervyn messaged me earlier to hang out in the evening. As much as I would like to do that, I don't feel like doing so because of personal reasons. And Hell No, if you're thinking that I have something against anyone who's going, or rather, went over. I just don't want to come over and end up feeling all emo suddenly.
Haha.
Sorry merv for not being able to make it. I guess you peeps have to literally drag me out eventually to see my awesome face. :3
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With so much time wasting on nothing, this is what I did earlier and thought of it like some achievement if I get to show it to hw didi... Tadaa~! I think this is pretty amateur actually. [Taken from AP front cover] Nyaa~ =/
... "all the shows were amazing but in singapore we played a small acoustic secret show at a really cool club called hope. i think absolutely everyone was singing along because i couldn't even hear myself singing. in life that is going to go down as one of the greatest shows for me personally. i could not stop smiling the entire time. we all made a promise to each other to translate more of our songs to acoustic guitars because we did not want that night to stop at all. ..."
The club's name is Home, actually. =] Lol. But it's okay. ^^
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I'll update abit more of the upcoming shows in Singapore later, I guess. You can see what's in store by checking my schedule under my archive's tab as well. =]
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That's about it, I guess. I wouldn't know what today might bring... 'cos I need a miracle of some sort. Haha.
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I wanna go and bathe in hot hot water! If possible, in a tub! .____.
I wanna cut my hair! I want it short short short! At the same time, I miss my long long long, pass my butt hair.
I really wanna immerse myself under a hot running shower head.
Sometimes I wonder what will I gain from doing something... Even when I understood my motives, I hate doing what my brain tells me to.
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Pardon me, I haven't been nice to people who come to know me recently. No... Not to everyone, just to some few people. Haha, I bet I'd hear some people calling me bitchy.
Don't get all angsty. I was just directing to people who tried to befriend me.
I give an example...
Person A: Hi Me: Hi A: What are you doing? Me: Blogging... A: Oh, okay. Don't want to disturb you then.
Me: Up to you~ =] *closes the window*
See the problem here? No? Okay, another example for your benefit...
Person B: Hi Me: Hi B: What are you doing? Me: Nothing... B: Have you eaten? Me: Nope~ B: Why not? Diet ah? Me: Nolah, where got diet. haha B: Then go eat lah... Me: Err... It's 3AM in the morning. -_- B: *no reply*
Me: *ignores**forgets about the whole thing totally*
Notice the alarming position here? They killed the conversation straightaway.
Like hmm, don't they have like a better way to start a conversation? I'm very tired seeing the 'have you eaten' line for eons. Like, heck. You're not my mom to start with. But it's okay. I give credit. I still entertain people who asked me this way,
Person C: Hi Me: Hi~ C: Have you eaten? Me: Yeah... C: What did you eat? Me: Mama cooked (insert food eaten here). =] C: Wow. Yummy! Me: Of course! Mom's cooking always the best! =D C: *no reply*
Me: *do whatever I was doing**totally forgot the whole conversation*
Sigh... *shakes head*
Pardon me. I'm lazy to ask "what did you eat?" to anyone, especially to strangers/potential friends. I think I hardly do it... as a starting topic, that is.
If I really have to (because I have nothing to say), I'd only ask this when I know them for a period of time, and when I know they appreciate food, for real. Even so, I'd probably would be enjoying the meal with them instead.
Well, if you're expecting me to ask them what did they eat? I do, you know... but in the end, they'll just stop the whole topic totally. Like hello~? Excuse me, people. Do you know how to expand the topic even? Like there is a way to get you to continue the conversation, don't you think? -_-
Maybe you're expecting me to continue the conversation, but naturally I hate to ask, "What about you?" 'cos mostly the conversations would end up like this...
*the same old you know what have you's introduction again* Person D: Have you eaten? Me: Yeah. What about you? D: Yeah. Me: I see. D: So, not going out? Me: Nope...
*silence*
Me: *continues* What about you? D: Oh, I'm going out later. Me: I see.
*silence again*
Me: Where to?(see? I started asking okay?) D: (insert place here). What about you? Me: Er... didn't I say I wasn't going out? D: Oh haha, forgot. Sorry... Me: It's ok =]
*silence again*
Me: *closes window*
Yes, closing the conversation window is a very habitual thing for me. Don't ask me why. I tend to get my fingers to do work and it's comes to me naturally. Probably it started because I hate to see the taskbar cluttered and I don't like to cluster my items together because I find it irritating to move my hand away from the keyboard.
I always tend to shift between browsers using the alt+tab keys and do everything else with the least amount of mouse usage. I tried to make a habit of not using the mouse because if I'm too used to the mouse and I forget to bring my lappie to school, I have to use the touchpad, and I hate using my lappie's touchpad at school. Very leceh (ie. troublesome), you know. Also, having sweaty-palms makes the touchpad even worse to use because they won't 'sensor' your touch.
Please, I beg you, don't expect me to start a topic, because I wouldn't unless I was the one bugging you. For these people, I'm sorry if I'm seriously offending you with this post but really... Can't you expand the topic and ask me questions to keep me conversing with you? Or issit that you ask everyone the same thing? I think, if that's the case, I'd be BORED to be the person you chat to everday, with the same starting conversation again and again.
Trust me I don't really like it that much that I'd be tagging this as another Do's and Don'ts when You're Going Out on a Date (no. 6.5) cos it's seriously a tiresome and boring affair if the date is like this.
I'm getting tired with people who started with all of these conversations (not just once but everytime) that I end up with this...
...and because of these kind of people (oh, I forgot to mention the guys who act cute in the example, but I better not 'cos I find it gross...), I think I made bro Kel think I was angry with him 'cos I wasn't conversing with my usual "=]" and "haha" smileys while we were playing pool online and I was lagging at the same time.
Henceforth, I call you people, Mood Spoilers... Seriously. Pfft.
-------* I feel better ranting this up after keeping up with it for like weeks...
Just for a note, I did made turn the conversation around by starting a topic or probably more, in my own way with them, and I end up with them killing the conversation or giving me the same boring old kind of answers again.
But anyway, if anyone feels offended or pity these people or you think you are one of them and you soooo very need to take a stand and retaliate, do so by commenting it directly okay?
I've been trying to get a new blogskin just for some new changes, but I guess it's not an easy thing to do with just two-thirds of the screen that can be seen and used. I'm looking for my 2nd hand LCD screens, but I'm at doubt over the whole matter.
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I hate wearing heels. Not that I hate it, but I just can't wear it for too long. Yes, you may call me healthy and all... but my medical history isn't something you can erase out for the rest of your life you know?
So it kinda hit on me well during Mom's Big Day...
As you can see I couldn't wait any longer to sink into new pair of shoes with no heels. Heh. I need a new pair anyway. (I ended up getting 2 shoes and a pair of slippers. =x)
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Other than that, I am still recovering, and its been a slow one, and I really don't like to see how I look like when I'm all pale and sick and etc. etc. My only moods are pretty daunting and heavy to swallow.
You may not see what is wrong in this picture, but I can see it well enough.
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Live Earth 07.07.07 24 hours, 7 continents. 1 awareness. Global Warming. (click here and here for details)
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That's all that I can say for now. =)
-------* And I don't want the world to see me, 'cos I don't think that they'll understand. When everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
3rd June 2007, is a day well to be remembered. Other than it being my nephew's birthday, a rare first show of Anberlin (2nd for Copeland) performing at The Pavilion, Far East Square happens on that awesome day.
I woke up and thought of my clothes - asked my parents and suprisingly, I got off pretty well. But, while I was getting ready, I ripped the supposedly dress I wanted to wear at the worst places and I burned my hand with the iron.
Ugh. It's okay, Sal! This is Nothing compared to what I am going to experience later!
So I just closed my eyes to pick what I could wear, and pray that I wont melt even in the airconditioned room. Got ready and went out at around 4pm. Reached about 5+ at Raffles MRT station and apparently hw didi was very late. While waiting, I noticed young kids about 16~18 hanging around at the station. I went, "Omg-wtf-am-i-like-old-here-or-something?" in my head, and to avoid looking and more of these people I ended up staring at the map directory beside me. -_-"
Waited for this omg-you-are-so-late-for-the-wrong-things!-godbrother for more than half an hour before he sheepishly smiled at me. We He damn cartoon lah, I tell you. We weren't familiar to the place so even after all that glaring to the map, I made him see the map for a double-check (more like so he won't freaking blame me if i bitched to him that we got lost or something) He even took a pic of the map using his phone and can still say out loud, "I zoomed in too much". *glares* I kind of figured the buildings along the way and we walked around the place before we came back to the nearby spot and saw the MASSIVE crowd.
It's like unbelievable in my eyes, because they already started queueing and when we were lining up, the crews came around to get our stubs and exchanged it for our tags. Apparently, I find it funnily weird that the crew told me to keep my end of the stub Carefully. (He even held it with both his hands before returning it back to me.)
While mildly suffocating with the air that might choke us even further if it's not for this show, I noticed a guy beside me with an Artiste tag on him. I told hw to look and he arh, I don't know if it's just me or something, but it's like, he don't understand the meaning of artiste. Can ask me so many questions and I feel damn paiseh to reply him 'cos this cool dude was on my right. I couldn't say something like, you dumb dumb, that's the _____ from (imagine if i say a wrong band). Can't bullshit you know?
Anyway, I got massive glances by people but I proudly announced while we were rushing towards the open doors that, "I'm proud to be short and outstanding and the only one!" *evil laughs*
We looked at the merch and truthfully, it looks like it was on qouta or something, 'cos the amount of merch sold wasnt as much as I thought it would be. But the CDs were cheaper, 20 bucks instead of the 29.90 at HMV stores.
After that we were went to the front/side row, and me, being the fussy 'I-am-short-and-I-have-to-admit-it' me, I had a freaking love-hate affair with the platform I was standing. I was pushed back by a guy taller by more than a head, front by guys who said they came from Iceland, and I even fell before I can have that platform without 2 guys standing behind me and enjoyed the rest of the show.
So the show started off with The Fire Fight. A new band, but I believe they are serious musicians, judging by the way the strut their stuff. I was so shocked that some people can't even say their band names and kept saying The Fire Flight. Like, er, PLEASE READ YOUR TICKETS lah~! ISN'T it THERE? Same goes to Vertical Rush and March Twelve. Well, they had their amazing stuff on stage, but I was suprised Ms. Marie(if i'm not wrong) or Ms. Vocals said something vulgar when she was like the only lady up on the stage for the entire show. - Emcee: Singapore representatives eh? Us: *o_o* wtf? - After the awesome local bands performance, we had a 1/2 hour break before Copeland starts. We also had 1 minute silence and a song from Vertical Rush tribute to the late Wayne Thunder. During these times I was arguing with my selfish brain over so many things that I almost wished I have 2 me-s so I could be backstage while standing at the platform.
So while the emcee was going to introduce Copeland, he told us that we should keep the stubs for the next day~ 4th June for a Secret Acoustic Show at HomeClub. For all ages yadayada~ I'm like ohhh, so that's why the guy asked me to keep my stub. 10 bucks instead of the usual 20. Hmm. I wished it was in the afternoon and not late because I'd be breaking my own responsibilities if I were to be late 2 nights in a row. But sadly, the show will only start after 7.30pm. Sigh. Nevermind. Make 3rd June worthwhile! After the emcee said all that, he continued by saying... "So let's welcome..."
"ANBERLIN!!!"
*crowds cheers* I went o.O but continued cheering.
Then Copeland came out and pointed out the emcee's mistake. and he sheepishly apologised while we jeered at him. Lol. You weak emcee! But it was cool, Copeland was laughing over it.
And... while Copeland played we all are pretty well behaved until when it comes to the fast songs. I recalled them singing You Have My Attention as well. One song dedicated to those who went for Baybeats 2005 (Copeland's 1st show).
Some girl just screamed, "I love you Copeland!" out of nowhere. Aaron replied, "I love you too". I bet that girl fainted or something. haha.
Another break for Anberlin... this time everyone looks more hyped and ready to enjoy themselves. When I said with an evil laugh, "Now it's our turn to sing out loud!" some chicks in front of me heard and giggled among themselves. I'm quite curious whether it's like a joke or something, but who cares! I will enjoy myself, yeah! *pumped up*
And yeap. When Anberlin came up, Stephen was teaching us to sing Oh Oh Yeah Yeah for Time & Confusion, we end up singing along the rest of the songs. Stephen went on saying, "Oh my. We should have come sooner!" The peeps were so energetic and hyped that everyone was singing along to every single Anberlin song. We continued singing parts of the song that Stephen left out and he looked pretty amazed. Stephen even reintroduced the band "coming from the US". I replied, "Like, hell, we all know yeah!"
Moshing was funny. I wasn't part of it though hehe. :D What I was enjoying most was 2 songs, Dismantle.Repair. (I sang along to it with all my heart. as well as screaming "Change", "REPAIR!" "You dismantle me" and "Help me! Save me from myself" - Somehow I was seriously singing my hearts and emotions out. I really sound like I meant every word. And I felt good. =] ) And of course, the LAST SONG. DANCE DANCE CHRISTA PAFFGEN. I KNEW they would play the song! HAHA. *dances*
It's my first and I bet my best awesome show. Please come back Anberlin & Copeland !!! *Hearts*
Now I better post about the Anberlin & Copeland show decently, in terms of first-hand experience. Though, I'm trying real hard to get my hands on some stuff I totally missed during the Secret Show, better yet, getting a chance to say,
"Hey Joey, you look cute". ^^v *lol*
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Anyway, Saosin's 'You're Not Alone' Music Video is out! (here - Myspace.com) Or, just watch it here (someone uploaded it on YouTube) =D
I kind of understand some parts of the video, though I think it's best to know it from the band itself.
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Okies. That's about all for this post. I'm kinda blurred right now, since it's like 3:12AM. =x
EDIT: I'm (going to be) uploading 2 new songs on my playlist. The Spill Canvas (Webbie) (MySpace) (Wiki) Heard their album is coming out soon, or is it already out? The EPs out. Anchor & Braille (Webbie) (MySpace) If only I have a vinyl player, ugh. I think I might buy it for some family value purposes too. ^^ [My grandparent's old records, of course.]
Lineup 1. The Fire Fight 2. Vertical Rush 3. MarchTwelve 4. Copeland 5. Anberlin
- Points to take note of - 1. TFF is awesome, the lead got sympathies from us, his fingers got cuts from yesterday's show. 2. VR did their songs dedicated to the late Wayne Thunder. 3. MT having their album out later this year. 4. COPELAND. AMAZING. One song dedicated to those who went for Baybeats 2 years ago. 5. Anberlin... come on, it's ANBERLIN. I can't have any better words to decribe it. - A Whisper and A Clamor - Hello, Alone - Paperthin Hymn - Adelaide - Never Take Friendship Personal - The Feel Good Drag - Dismantle.Repair. - Dance Dance Christa Paffgen
I hope I didn't miss out any more songs. I was shocked to hear Paperthin Hymn and The Feel Good Drag. But last song was still making me feel so hyped. Haha.
And yes, I got pushed around. And I was pretty outstanding. ^^v
I RULE. nyaaaahahaha. =3 Edit: Don't bother clicking to view the pictures, they're horribly taken. It's purely just for my own reference on how silly I was. Nate/Copeland Member Vertical Rush Vertical Rush Hehehe! Anberlin Bass =D Getting ready for Copeland Same Sound Check STEPHENNNN! March Twelve Copeland! Copeland! Nate Drums Nate + Drums Test! ANBERLIN ANBERLIN ANBERLIN ANBERLIN
-------* Wondering if i should go for the Secret Show. Grr. Acoustic! Darn. I want!
Fell past a cheekbone hill to a piece of her floor, The hope of the world is an awkward spill. [referring to her tears] Oh, she'd lie on her bed and stare into harsh white light, And think that her heart's not right. Cause love took her hand like a thief, Took her heart like a robber. And the feelings that scare her become her relief.
Just let me run where I want to run. Just let me love who I want. Just let me run where I want to run. Just let me love who I want.[or so, she says]
In a flash her heart is slain, you have to ask in all this pain. Was your heart too soft? Was your love in vain? Was your kiss too weak? Were your eyes too tight? And much too young to be in love? And much too young to be in love? [The head's asking the heart; she's asking herself]
Just let me run where I want to run. Just let me love who I want. Just let me run where I want to run. Just let me love who I want. Just let me run where I want to run. Just let me love who I want.[or so, she says]
Cause there are no rules for this love. Just keep your head and don't give up. Or call the fools who play it smart. Lose your head just for your heart. Just for your heart.
-------* Was it so wrong to follow my heart? Was it so wrong? I wanted you to know, just wanted you to know.
Anberlin & Copeland, later tonight.
I pray my tears won't fall when I'm there. 'cos I'd scare the hell out of people if I do. lol.
My screen cracked... for the 2nd time... It aint as minute as the 1st... Let me show you...
CAN SEE ANOT?! AWFUL YOU KNOW...
*cries*
I don't want to tell you what happened, because you'd propably scold me for my stupid habits but, its like, I have been doing it ever since I own this lappie. (and the 1st crack didn't happen at my fault) Heart pain pain ok~ T_T
Anyways, I feel awful right now with this kind of condition, and my health is slightly better... Actually, I have to kind of thank my silly little godbrother for our usual mini outings on wednesday, cos he kind of erm, 'forced' me to eat. So, I feel a bit more energetic today instead of feeling awfully weak, plus I still feel like baby shrek, ready to do some biological warfare puking.
Apparently, mom, dad, grandpa, sis, bro, nephew, niece also ain't feeling so good either. Probably some virus spreading among us. Almost all of us are feeling the same symptoms, but the giddy giddy, migraine part is not that evident by most.
Maybe its just me. *shrugs*
I hope we get well soon, 'cos I'm apparently excited about Anberlin. but feeling awful at the same time...
...
...I lost my train of thoughts...
Sorry =/
-------* There's just too many things in my mind that I can't really understand.
Sometimes, I wish I could directly tell this, but really? If there was a choice, I'd really wish I could turn time and relive the moments. More or less, I'm hurt by people's words when they told me that I should just forget about it, when they are giving you a choice. I'm shedding tears, goddammit. By these people, that really, I cared.
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