Tuesday, July 31, 2007

An intrigue.

The dynamics in life is very intriguing.
Here i am, sitting, feeling like the worst person on Mother Earth.

Wonder why I am so detached to everything?
I've learnt too many lessons in a short period of time.
I know myself. I know what emotions I'm brimmed with.
Let me touch on jealousy.




Cute Chart depicting Sal's jealousy status.

(1) Seen reactions of jealousy
(2) Perceived reactions to jealousy (white bar depends on how well you can perceive Sal)
(3) Truth about Sal's feelings when she's jealous.
The truth behind bar (3) - it's multiplied quite severely. She illegally altered the results.


It don't matter to whom it may apply to.
Well, I guess girls may relate to that chart. But I feel like the worst because... This is what I think other girls would have on their chart.



Sal's perceived chart in difference to an average girl's jealousy

(1) Seen reactions of jealousy
(2) Perceived reactions to jealousy
(3) Truth about other girls feelings when they're jealous.
Note: Results may vary.



Trust me boys and girls, the way I handle jealousy can differ so much. I'll swallow it that I may even look constipated if I have to. The more you're close to my heart, the more weird it becomes.

A blockhead person wouldn't even notice that I'd be jealous because I'd still act as per normal. Only abit robot, that is if they can see lah.



Let me warn you that:
I hate to fight, I hate to argue.
I won't speak my mind even if I need to save my bloody ass from WW3.
The brick in my head isn't as thin as my cracked laptop screen.




There you have it, readers.
A part of me you thought you knew.





And yes. I'm fucking jealous right now! Jealous! omg. I hate YOU YOU YOU AND YOU.
(ah. you know that's not true.)


Thought that I'd have someone denying that piece of information. Haha.


-------*
God forbid me, this is one of the 7 deadliest sins.
It's deadly enough for me to inflict sadness and pain to myself.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Cat allergies, beware.


(Havana getting ready to pounce on food)

Okay, so I'm late in making entries. And I didn't take pictures when I went out on Friday and Saturday... Even if I did, it's another camwhoring. *coughs* You wouldn't want another face plastered staring at you, ya?

Okay, So... Friday.
I watch Transformers! Finally. Haha.
I sat there, well-behaved, and probably got my mouth gaping 'cos it's such an awesome socks-rocking show. I wasn't even once distracted by the other movie-watchers, or any people fiddling with their phones.

Finally saw my Saleen S281 Mustang a.k.a Barricade in action, yo. Haha.
Next up in my drool cars are obviously the 2009(?) Chevrolet Camaro. I can siap nak nangis when he got caught. =x Yah, very emotional. I know...
Ironhide's cool with his cannons.

Everything's sexayyy~ heh.heh. Best movie! I love like heart everything about it. Can't wait for part 2. (Too bad I wasn't born when Transformers The Movie came out in 1986.)

Yes, Bumblebee. I'll do justice by putting this on my blog XD.
[source:http://www.stickergiant.com/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?Store_Code=sg&Screen=PROD&Product_Code=aad332]



On Saturday, I went to watch Harry Potter. I found it a mistake to watch it after Transformers.
Being me, the one who believes in not reading the book first to avoid disappointment because my imagination works more wonders than that in the movie, actually found the show very draggy. I was wondering why people were laughing at un-funny parts where I thought deeply as something that the book would spent 10 pages expressing on it.

Found it very weird that both Ron and Hermoine was wearing striped shirts throughout. Don't matter if I already know the Spoilers to the Last Harry Potter Book. If you wanna spoil the story to me, go ahead. I don't mind. Heh heh. =P

I'll enjoy my wild imaginations when I get hold of the book =]





(Havana's looking out the window.)

So, this is my cat.
She seems to be enjoying her time lepak-ing at my room for some time now.


What you don't realise is...



As you can see, Havana the lazy cat is sitting on my arm.
For a long, long... time.

In the middle of me and my lappie.
-_-


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^^
Peace.

Nothing's boring as boredom itself.

Friday, July 27, 2007

Similarities of No Doubt and Paramore.

While i was browsing through the internet. I was looking around for old school favourites, No Doubt. And I find it very... familiar, like some spider sense tingling sensation. =x

1. Lineup.


[http://us.ent2.yimg.com/musicfinder.yahoo.com/images/yahoo/interscope/no_doubt/no_doubt1.jpg]


[http://www.drivenfaroff.com/wp-content/2006/09/paramore.jpg]


No Doubt has 3 men, 1 lady. Same goes to Paramore.
I saw similar pictures. But I'd never say they copy each other. It's just some similarities I saw.


2. Hmmm. What do you call these? covers? album art?


[http://images.amazon.com/images/P/B00005QDW1.01.LZZZZZZZ.jpg]


[
http://store.fueledbyramen.com/prodpics/ParamoreRiot!Preorder.jpg]

fonts. different.
size. different.
background colour. different.

idea-wise. similar.



3. They rocks my socks. haha.




wicked!

---
[Please take note I do not own any of these pictures. They are available on the internet and I've placed their sources.]
i couldn't say much.
'cos i bind my mouth with those words unspoken by me.




-------*
i miss him.




it's been so long.










i really really miss him.









(as much as that i still love him too...)*

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Yes. The emoness strikes again...

After school, we went to SIM to get some tummies filled.
I kept thinking of biting into epok-epok/currypuffs that I had earlier (to last till dinner).

We talked about books. Harry Potter came into mind.
I commented that maybe JK Rowling probably can start another continuation with whatever characters newly mentioned...
My friends found that unbelievable... but...
We all gila-gila made fun of the Harry Potter series. Making up lewd titles. Haha.

We played scrabble, jenga truth or dare, cluedo, wheel of fortune. Screwed up game, that is.

I went back home window shopping at causeway point.
drooling on laptops.
and ignoring glances at the bustop... <.<

---

Yesterday.
I watched National Geographic and I started giving sly smiles.
How similar are humans to different types of animals.

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cheh cheh, lala masuk teevee la.
famous ar dier...

bangga seh. heh heh. =p

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Adii's nephew, Troy: wish you have a speedy recovery =]
Don't know how serious is it... just knew it this afternoon.

---

Secrets of Marriage. (1st episode)

1. Communication
(Sit together and talk...)
2. Honesty
(Don't hide things from each other)
3. Trust
(Being selfish isn't worth it. Don't start keeping things to yourself and end up doubting one another. It will create a very fragile relationship bound with alot of complications.)

Love brightens up a person's appearance. Marriage brightens up a home.

Where there's love, there's pain.


---

I emo with hongwei didi.
I also very emo with mervyn.
I absolutely emo with bobby.

./wrists
=,(

---


(a part of) The papers I read for a project.


Babywipes is useful in manymany ways. =D




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Listening to:
Mae - Awakening
Copeland - By My Side
Craig Armstrong - This Love

(submerge self in song)

Saturday, July 21, 2007

*Breathes in and out*

Wah, nak throw tantrum but I end up laughing watching a comedy on Channel 8. Give me some time to get back into the mood. =x

--- after a few while ---

*still laughing* opps! wait arr...


--- after a few more while ---

*coughs* 10 mins! 10 mins!



--- after a long while... ---

okok... can dee can edi... =X


*takes deep breath*



---

Okay... So today was an okay day, went out with my parents... and I got myself a new bracelet, replacing the old one that broke while I went out to drool on the current laptop models at the NP orientation day early this year.

So, while hanging about window shopping, I saw this nice bag that I think I'll forgive myself if iI succumbed into the temptation. I don't really go for some expensive bag since I'm a student, and heck. ONE expensive bag can cost me MORE bags for me to drag around.

I went around to find the shopkeeper. A fairly young auntie amoy came around to tend to me. Okay... so I went to ask for the price. A thick accent sprouted out, "?? dollar". Then she went on and on speaking to me and my mom in Chinese. Mandarin. I can understand what she's trying to say lah. Cheap, Pretty, Try, "Nice nice" with thumbs up approving while I slumped it over my shoulder. But it's all spoken in chinese/mandarin. My mom said, "Er, I don't know what you saying lah" (in english). Of course, I'd have to agree I wouldn't know as well if I never had myself stuck around people speaking of that language.

I was quite appalled.

I wonder, how can a person at her age not even know simple English? I mean, we tried asking her in simple English, in Singlish as well, even in Malay, (and if we could we'd probably ask in Tamil too) and she had no clue on what we were trying to converse with her. I even hear her say, "I don't know what you're telling me" and "That one, not I sell" in a pretty alien language to my mom who went about looking at items next to her stall. I told what I understood to mom and I suddenly feel pretty awkward being exposed in this language barrier. I'm sure mom was too.

I guess I'm just far off more displeased with the idea that I can't converse to a person who's trying to gain my money. Even if I understood all the words she told me like the ones I mentioned above, she don't understand me at all. It's overwhelming in some sort.

I know I'm quite thankful that I know a bit more or less of the language but I couldn't converse it. Even so, I think I am more proud to say my country understands English even no matter how old they are. But for me to have such a language barrier, it's horrifying.

Judging from that, I think she's not Singaporean either. Honestly, I think, everyone is able to converse to each other in this country, despite their mother tongue.

This isn't the only appalling things I've seen/experienced.

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When I wanted to go apply for a part time job, in desperate measures, I went off to ask a good friend to offer find me one. He did, that was really nice of him.

So, he passed the message to his friend, which offered me the job and asked for my details, i.e My Name, Age, School, all that basic stuff. She agreed and I was given the address to go to. I went, with another friend who got the job as well, gleaming with the thoughts of having some extra pocket money.

What I didn't expect is what I'd be facing in a few hours later being there.

She saw me and she went frantic. She brought us into the working area. Either she was very busy, or she was pretty much trying to run away from the whole scenario. She went about saying there isn't any room for us to work with. (fyi - I was supposed to be working in customer-related job. On the counter sort.)

Honestly, it feels like a horrific scene playing in my head.

She ended up giving me a data entry work from home job. As I sat there, waiting for her to brief us, I desperately feel the need to throw a huge tantrum there and then (which I, of course, didn't). I sms-ed my friend asking for a reason why am I in this situation and he was the one apologising to me profusely (at least, albeit more sincerely) I was partly spoken to and briefed over the work in Mandarin. And she apologetically reasoned out with me that she didn't know I (as in me being whatever I'm grouped at in my I.C.) was coming and her boss doesn't like people like me. She also blamed her friend for not informing earlier. (Er, didn't I even tell her my name before hand? It was my full name, in fact.)

I told her seriously, that if she "really don't want me to work for her, by all means." Just say it. Honestly, you don't need to go all frantic and make me look (and feel) like an alien in your workplace, being stared at by ur minions colleagues working at the counter.

In my head I was like...
"What? Why do people like me deserve to be treated this way?"

---

Lastly, I wonder why I feel at a disadvantage when I saw the entry requirement for Biomedical Sciences & Chinese Medicine.



*ponders* That is one of the few double degrees offered.




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I, in by any chance, wasn't directly referring to anyone, or any organisation for that matter. This is a personal view, and it wasn't directed to any fragments of un-patriotic-ism. I love my country, and by that, whatever comes with it. It wasn't meant to be done in spite at all.

Whereever we go, we are bound to experience something along the lines written above.

Friday, July 20, 2007

On backwards March?

I think I'm suffering from a lazy bug.
A mutated one.

A big bad lazy bug.

I don't want to get out of bed.
I don't want to go out.
Heck, I don't even feel like moving my ass to get myself something to eat.

I don't want to reply smses and emails.
I don't want to do anything.
I placed 'away' in my MSN for no reason why.
I keep myself hiding in my nice warm comforter, with the bolster at my back for a failed attempt on extra warmth and comfort.

The lazy bug is consuming me.


I think I half-heartedly said to myself,
"SCREW MY LIFE! YEAH!".
I think I mutated the bug by saying that.

Probably.


I'm a terrible waste of space... Save the Earth please.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Gwen Stefani Live in Singapore

Pretty Lady Hail-to-Her Gwen Stefani is coming to Singapore! =]]
She's hotter than hot and her hubby knows that... =P


Gwen Stefani's World Tour
Supporting The Sweet Escape Already-Platinum Album.

DATE: 14 August 2007
TIME: 8PM
VENUE : Singapore Indoor Stadium
TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee of S$2):
Standard - S$298, S$198, S$148, S$118, S$88


Get your tickets here at sistic.





PS: I missed her more when she's in No Doubt. =x

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I masked a heart with a cold one, just for safety.

Saturday
I went out with Mom, Dad and Brother.
I was feeling sick and very very insecure.
But, my remedies are far closer to heart.
They smiled.

I, too.



Sunday
My little niece came over. My parents went out.
I stayed at home to finish up my presentation.

Pain consumed me.



Monday

Presentation. It went okay. I was very very fatigued, but I didn't stop walking.
A power outage for about 2 hours. Half the block suffered. Kids played under the void deck.
Neighbours suddenly spoke to each other like old time friends.
Mom, Dad and I played with tealights. By the time the power came back, Dad was already sleeping.
It was surreal.

When I was on the way home, I wrote essays in my head.



Tuesday

I rested at home.
A new washing machine arrived in the afternoon.
The word, lupus, echoes. Like how it did since 10 years ago.

I fingered the picture of me and my brothers that exists along the hallway.



---



So, it's not wrong to mask a heart with a cold one... right?
I wonder why at times, even with all that, I tend to melt away in memories.
Sometimes, I'm sure that I don't want to leave.



-------*

Pardon me.
Some news are abit too many.
I'm not too sure if it's ever appropriate to put it up in print.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Shock Shock Horror Horror Shock Shock Horror~

Just finished 1st season of Higurashi no Naku Koro ni
- otherwise known as When the Cicadas Cry.

A total of 26 confusing and sadist episodes.
Basically, this anime is a psychological thriller mystery drama. As the episodes move along, it comes in question arcs and answer arcs. The question arcs shows you what happens with a full series of why's popping up in your head. The answer arcs answers to the question arcs in a different view, trying to make sense of it all.

It heavily involves a group of friends, in a small village. And a village curse. Whenever someone starts doubting, all the weird things starts to happen - revolving around the same day of the year. Series of events follow.

You as the viewer, you have the gruesome opportunity why they suddenly lose some screws in the head and starts killing people.





Confusion aside, the second season just started airing recently in Japan. It tries to cover the missing pieces in the 1st season. It's a good anime. Different. At first scary, then confusing, then everything in the mind starts to wander.


I recommend this anime. Seriously. Well, I don't pay to scare myself, and how I found this anime is actually by luck. I stumbled but just continued watching.

Psychologically, it is really not for the weak mind/heart.
Go catch it if you can. Veoh and Crunchyroll [here] has them.





"Can you believe it?"




-------*
As for me, I fell ill again.
This time round, eating, drinking, talking and yawning feels like a chore.
It's darn painful.
It's also worrying, stressing and tiring me out.

My bruise is still there. =/


Sigh.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Time, and (the wish for the same) time again.

How secretive can a person's feelings be?
Across miles, over time.
How strong can a person's feelings be?
Across miles, over time.
How understanding a person's feelings be?
Across miles, over time.
How can a person's feelings be?
Across miles, over time.





What happened to my Idyll?
Why would I absorb everything around me?
And with that, why did I chose to agree with it?
Despite my own thoughts.


What made you decide whatever you choose?


Good night...
...maybe let's hope tears don't stain it's owner's skin already by the morning....

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Lucky Star :3



Izumi Konata is my fave char =x



She's the only daughter to a perverted single parent-dad, loves to disturb Kagami, copies Kagami's homework, studies for exam at the last minute, is smarter in games than in her books, buys comics in triplets (1 for reading, 1 for keepsake, 1 for extra) and she's a gamer heavily indulged in MMORPGs. (one game she's playing a male character, married to a female character played by a in-real-life guy)

*hehehe* :3



"Tometei, tometei, tometei~" :3

It's a cute random anime, derived from a supposedly comic strip, if I'm not wrong. Because of the demand, they made it into an anime. =]]


Interestingly, as much as how 'unreal' this slice of life anime is... In Lucky Star Episode 8, Konata actually has her fanart published in NewType. And it really did - in real life. =x

Say, you don't believe me?

Hehe :3 (someone took a sneak and captured the pic) (source-refertopicture'slink)



Picture Konata drew is on the right~ XD
Can see how she drew Akira stepping on Sebastian/Shirashi? =x
Only an anime character could have possibly drawn that. =P

---

I finished Emma, and Harukanaru Toki no Nakade Hachiyosho.
As well as Zero No Tsukaima.

Ah. Life.

*touches flowy hair*

Tometei.
Tometei.
Tometei~

:3

Poster for SINGfest 2007 =]


Monday, July 09, 2007

Viewer discretion is needed.

I thought I'd KO tonight... not.
*sigh*

With the title above, it's kinda obvious that I would be blogging out something gross.
(To some people I know, they will eww instead of aww) Even so, I'll just update what I did for the weekend.

Kak Diana's dad got admitted to the hospital, apparently due to heavy water retention. We visited in the afternoon - and I can't help but laugh and laugh. Sounds wrong right? Haha. Apparently not. It's just that my family (immediate or related) likes to joke around. A patient should stay still right, act abit sick sick in bed? But he, likes to walk around, and eat eat eat. Whine hospital food tak sedap, then asked 3 nurses for some food before they came back with some. Hahaha.



"Nurse, I haven't eaten since I came in, you know. Nurse come in, I ask
for food, she went out but never came back. 2nd one come in, I ask again, also
never come back. You, the third one, you know. I don't know lah what
will happen. Maybe also never come back."

(She came back with just biscuits and milo - at least something
lah.)


"Pam air dari badan boleh simpan dalam tempayan."
Yang bestnyer, my mom actually believed - for abit before she noticed
that sound's utterly wrong. Hehe. (I love you so much, mom. You know I love
you. Mommy so cute - and I know I take your genes. *hearts*)




But you know, for a person to make a joke another has to laugh?

Yeah, I'm the one who loves to joke laugh and laugh. I am a sucker when it comes to making jokes, 'cos I end up laughing and laughing before I even end a sentence. My brothers are jokers, they love to kacau me and keep telling me that I can't do the suspense of making jokes. Even if I cannot tahan acting serious and went beserk laughing until I cry, truth is one of the things I missed so much are getting disturbed by them constantly (when they were still living under the same roof). Whenever I meet them, I usually become their victim lah. Haha.

I still remember when I tried making a joke, all 3 of them started snoring and act like they fell asleep. Damn stress + Geram right? Haha. When I was younger, they even made me eat a red M&M that they apparently dipped in some spicy and HOT sambal. Damn kurang asam.

I still can't help but laugh everytime I remember them doing something silly. =]

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Remember I did a post a few days back about me donating blood? Apparently I can't help but see the progression of the bruise I have.

Ho-kay. Basically, some people think I'm making a big fuss (yes, I am) over the whole thing. If you have donated blood, you should know what to expect after the needle's out of your body:
1. You shouldn't be continuously bleeding (slowly) for about ~8 hours.
2. You shouldn't be having a bad bruise.

How bad is it?

- Warning: May be Gross to some -



When I took out the dressing on Friday morning.


When I took out the dressing on Friday afternoon.


Not bad huh?
You sure?



Ready?







There. On Saturday.

The bruise is big as me covering it with my palm.
Even the sides are blueish-black though you can't really see it much.
It's more obvious as the days pass.


I guess its time to visit the doctor.
It's not helping that I've been having this massive lingering, pounding pain from the back of my neck to the top of my head.
And my body's feeling hot and cold, at the same time.

Ugh.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Exchanging time away from the world wide web to burrowing myself in a book...

I went to the library.
I suddenly realised how I missed spending time reading words and imagining.
I wanted to pick up a book.
I already knew which one - that's on my mind.

Reading Tuesdays with Morrie is a very fulfilling experience. If you like a story that you can relate to, especially in the counts of living life and appreciating it, do get your hands on this book. It's not a thick one, and I finished it pretty fast - if I wanted. But I took my time to savour every single chapter.




This book keeps me thinking:
What am I seeking out to find?
What have I learnt all these while?


Sometimes I wondered if I'll ever learn how to let go...
But the real question in my head is that, when will I ever learn how to hold on?
What should I decide? Even with the difficulties, when, what, and especially, How?

How should I move on when I'm constantly re-checking my priorities in life?
I'm not too sure to even begin with.


Read the book, if you haven't already. I'm quite positive it's a non-fiction & anyone, can relate to it.
Really.


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[unrelated to the above]

The ironies in life just sets in deeper recently, over the years. As much as you want to see what luggages of memories you have left behind, I lost alot of it due to some circumstances. And I can only recall fractions of it, like window-shopping and instantly forgetting soon after.
... It's not that I forced myself to let go and forget, it's more of I can't remember.

To that person - I knew I'd love to do alot of harmless harm just to please myself, but I can't remember any good things that come out of it, or any bad things that relates you to it...

Except one.
(and if anyone is wondering who is that person in question, trust me, it's not a person that bothers to read anything that belongs to me. So you ain't in the question. I'm 99.9998% sure.)

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Anberlin - Godspeed



Their new video up. Enjoy! =]

In my own opinion, I'd prolly have more imagination and ideas towards what can be done to the video, but I guess I shouldn't be disappointed. Haha.

Friday, July 06, 2007

Singfest 2007 Confirmed!

*coughs*

After Baybeats 2007 which will be held on 3rd August to 5th August, we would be rocking our heads and enjoying an event that will totally knock our socks off... Singfest 2007 is finally confirmed after so much speculation over the week(s).

This 2-day event, held at Fort Canning Park, will be one that many should be looking forward out to. Apparently, Channel News Asia (CNA) said about 14 bands would be present for both days.

There are also some minor changes to the lineup:
1st day event: 4pm -11pm
Pet Shop Boys
Sugar Ray
Sasha Bach Band
Shaggy
Cyndi Lauper
The Stranglers


2nd day event: 1pm – 11pm
Avenged Sevenfold
MxPx
The Academy Is...
Cobra Starship
Gym Class Heroes
Hinder
The Noisettes

& our proud Malaysian One Buck Short and Singapore's Great Spy Experiment will also be joining them as well.



Get your ticket sales online @ Sistic
from 07.07.07 onwards! That's tomorrow (:
7th July 2007 to 1st August 2007 - S$150
2nd August 2007 to 7th August 2007 - S$175
On The Door (ie. 8th & 9th August) - S$200


What are you waiting for? ;)



P.S - Oh, if I'm not wrong the tickets are a 1-day pass... so I pretty much assume that you can't go for both days with just $150, eh? Start saving peeps!

I'll keep updating for any further changes! Keep a lookout! =D

I apologise for so many changes...

That being the title, as some of you may have realised that I've changed my template. Although it's a beautiful template, I still have problems uploading the background. *sighs*

Nope, it ain't mine.
And I'm not giving myself any credits either.
Kudos to TemplatePanic: Free Blog Templates and Effi Haryanti for the sweet template.

---

I might as well do some updates on what's going on with me, myself and I because if I ever wait to update only after I'm done with the template and all, some might have probably grown a few white hairs.

Today, I went over to school to do my BTN project - with some progress, I might say. But if I ever describe whatever biotech stuff to you, I bet that it's more effective than any other sleeping pills, even the strong ones I might add. =x

After the discussion with my 2 groupmates, one of them and myself went over to NP convention centre to do some service to the community by... Donating Blood.





It's my first time, and I felt quite excited. (No, I'm not scared of blood & needles either) I am so enthusiastic about going through the experience even from the first Blood Donation Drive in school but I couldn't because I was either sick, just recovered, or on medication during the week. Well, at least I had a good opportunity of doing so in my last semester.

Although my friend didn't manage to donate blood because her hemoglobin count is <12.5g/dl,she patiently waited for me...
...and it was quite a long one. The reason wasn't because that there were tons of people (*coughs* a total of 3~4 nurses tended to me) but it's because of my body creating a massive bruise during and after the donation. The bruise is making some massive pain signals to my brain (currently).

The nurse made me apply an ice pack to my arm, which had a big needle embedded in it before. She said my veins were abit small. I'm not sure if she was asking me whether I want to remove it, but she said with the bruise that I'm having, usually she will reject and remove the needle immediately. I wasn't even sure if I wanted to remove unless she confirmed anything - even if she asked whether I want to remove or not, I'd probably say something like, "If you think that I'd be just fine, then I'd continue". She gave me 2 decent plasters (that covers the bruise well), iron pills, some card/pamphlet, some cream to apply to reduce the swelling (i think).




I came back home to see mom and dad giving me this worried look. (pardon me, I thought that I want to show you peeps, but I don't intend to scare anyone with it.) Even now, at times, I also felt some numbness at the tips of my fingers.


I was still bleeding (slowly) before it stops.

Yes... there's a japanese blood in me. *coughs*lies*coughs*



I guess I will always have some reactions towards some things.
Especially with this bruise-experience, I'm particularly sure that I am not adviced to donate blood in the long run.


-------*
When I was somewhat 'immobilised' with the bandage, I thought of how thankful to God and how fortunate I am to be having limbs and to be able to experience the 5 senses.

See, Hear, Smell, Taste, Touch.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

I can't believe...

...that I'm following a machine's order.



My technorati profile:
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Just a short update.

I'm busy trying to figure out on which templates would be better for my blog currently. I want to heavily rely on the new template and not the old one though, and I totally suck at the new blogger. I am super clueless.

Studying html, scripts, widgets, rss, etc. feels so 14 years old again.
(Brings back countless memories as well.)


Looks like another sleepless night again. Haha =)
And I'm very very tempted on using someone else's templates instead of my own.