If there are some things that I'm happy about... one thing for sure.
it is being with you.

With the simple things you say...
such as things that I'd never expect a guy to finally say to me -
anticipating the near future and wondering why I didn't tell you beforehand.

baju raya. even when my brother teased me over the potential extra kain to spare for you, I was quite frightened to ask you about the expecting occasion. Nevertheless, when I got you on the phone today, you asked me about our sets of clothes. And what colour it'd be. And the people we might potentially visit. and how you'd want me there.

It is a wonderful feeling. I feel honoured.
I would have thought about it, but I would have never expected a guy to say it.
I really. feel. delighted. elated. honoured.
appreciated.

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There are times in my life, where my past crossed paths - and with you I sense the times that I have to brave them all. I was worried over the thoughts that may run through your head - but somewhat I never saw anything that suggests whatever I got paranoid over. Your support is something I really appreciate and I truly do.

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And I'd rather get naggings for using the phone too much rather than not hearing your laughter over the phone and how sincere you sound whenever you find whatever nonsense I do entertaining. :]

Truly, if we had a chance to be Malay teachers - we really suck at it. =X
memaegang! belun! and whatnots.

"I got phelgm stuck in my throat"
"No wonder you sound like you're crying"
"Eh, since when did you hear me cry?"
"Er. I think we all sound the same if we do."

"Okies, sweet dreams, good night. Good nightmare. If have nightmare also, I want to be part of it!"
"Why la want to be in nightmare?"
"Cos if in a nightmare, I'd want to be the heroine, and then it'll all be a sweet dream!"
"Nonsense la you."
*giggles*

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And soon enough, as the time draws near, there are things I do have to tell you. And that's all because of how much I trust you.

Be prepared for a new blogskin...


And am kicking away the Blacks in my life <3

Lizz Wright - Speak Your Heart

Lizz Wright [The Orchard 2008] - Speak Your Heart

I know what you wanna say
I see the words behind your eyes
By the time you show me what you're hiding
It won't be no surprise

Why do you keep on whispering?
Talking with your face turned away
You say that love don't come easy for you
What makes you think I ain't afraid?

Let me in , or let me go
It's time you tell me where you're standing, baby
I won't go down if you say no
Just open up your mouth and say it, baby

Speak your heart...
Speak your heart.

You used to say,
The world goes away
When you're with me
I don't want to be your
Reoccuring dream

Let me out,
Let me stay after the sun rises
I want to be real to you,
No more disguises

Let me in, or let me go
It's time you tell me where you're standing, baby
I won't go down if you say no
Just open up your mouth and say it, baby

Speak your heart...
Speak your heart.

Speak your heart...
Speak your heart.

Speak` Your `Heart - Liz`z W`right

I was very offended with one person - pick your choice - young or old.
ONE PERSON. who said something so degrading.
AND I... I really felt like, saying something as bad as what she said to me.
I really felt like saying all the cursed words on her.
Seriously I felt like I wanted to do something to her...

You're just an ________ year old who don't even know your (insert adjective here) place in the world, even in your own (insert adjective here) puny world - aka your own wonderful (insert correct noun here) which shouldn't be given to you in the first place. HAH. Such (insert adjective here) . No wonder you're 'popular' amongst (insert correct noun here) in the (insert adjective here) book.

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It's amazing the difference now on how p(insert correct noun here) starts to pretend they are no. 1 when a long time ago so much respect is given to a t(insert correct noun here) that even a t(insert correct noun here) scolds the p(insert correct noun here) for not being able to raise a ch(insert correct noun here) well. Time has changed - I believe that I won't stoop that low to not respect someone who is t(insert correct adjective here) my k(insert correct noun here), and having them for almost a quarter of their days every week. I'll make sure of that.