Thank you:
Firdaus
Chun-kun
Kit-ty
Adrian
Kumo Cw
Valli
Shabeena
Shaheen
Kel
Nigel
Nazlin
Azimah
Julaiha
Jannah
Eva
Yazid & Kak Nora
Adrian Adik
Bro Hongwei
Sis Abbie
and obviously - My Lovely Family
and those who I missed out.

Thank you for the wishes, hopes, and dreams. And everything else.
:]]

Happy 21st Birthday, Shabeena :]

When you know that life's like that.

I think there's so much to think about, and loads more to let go. Sorry love, by the time I'm at Pasir Ris, you're enjoying the cake and beaming in front of cameras. Glad to hear you're enjoying your birthday :] Too bad you can't get to meet me in real life during your big day - but this will do right?

Shaheen and I were paparazzied by a lady who wanted to take pictures of Shaheen us. Lol. The pics at Shaheen though. <3

Azimah - Thank you for the lift. I hope you'd be okay and safe and well... and I'm scared. ._." Pray that it's nothing to fear about ._____.

Ahmad - :] :] :] :] :] :] :]  Excuses exists because we made them. Tonight was one that I cannot get angry for. So ~ Just get your tamagotchi and play with me ok? ;]

My tamagotchi grew up as a Chamametchi. Cute right? ^^v

Nonetheless, I'm short of money to buy for her food. Stressed about it since I want her to grow up Pretty to which all guys will fall for her - since she's going to be a ROCKSTAR!

Grrs.

Why do I feel like I'm on the verge of tears every single time? And it's not because I'm sad or anything... Even when I'm happy I can cry in tears of joy. @_@ My eye ducts seems to go work overtime these days.

Let's hit the town, boys. I'm partying overtime.

Can't stop listening to this song.

am making a new blogskin :]


Edit: Blogskin up with tons of errors and adjustments needed. Do tell me if there's anything I might have missed out ok? Love you muacks.

meeting mj later :]

#3

Oh what the hell.
The previous post was significant like hell.

But then again...
I could only remember it after browsing through my old posts. HAHAHAHA.



Look and see who's telling the truth, yo.

I don't know, but the feelings of lost and freedom can coincide at the same time. It makes me feel like I'm totally dragging myself down.

Why do I insist I don't want to do something though I want it, but I'm already forced into a position that I couldn't, and when I know that I can do it at the end of the day, I still insist I shouldnt?

I don't get it. I miss so many things at one time.
I had a dream which was sweet, but I guess I'm feeling super lost, cos I cant achieve that dream in reality, not anytime soon.

My responsibilities are always getting the better way out of me. Even when I want to run away, the cost of doing so will exponentially be multiplied. As if that there is no proper way to run away. Even when I face it, I feel inadequate. What can I do about it? I don't know. Time and time again, I keep trying to make things work, but why does it feel like there's nothing that I can do about it. I'm confused, I'm feeling the massive amount of insecurity.

Maybe life needs to be written down on paper... I don't know. I'm so confused, really.

#440

How to save a life.