An intrigue.

The dynamics in life is very intriguing.
Here i am, sitting, feeling like the worst person on Mother Earth.

Wonder why I am so detached to everything?
I've learnt too many lessons in a short period of time.
I know myself. I know what emotions I'm brimmed with.
Let me touch on jealousy.

Cute Chart depicting Sal's jealousy status.

(1) Seen reactions of jealousy
(2) Perceived reactions to jealousy (white bar depends on how well you can perceive Sal)
(3) Truth about Sal's feelings when she's jealous.
The truth behind bar (3) - it's multiplied quite severely. She illegally altered the results.

It don't matter to whom it may apply to.
Well, I guess girls may relate to that chart. But I feel like the worst because... This is what I think other girls would have on their chart.

Sal's perceived chart in difference to an average girl's jealousy

(1) Seen reactions of jealousy
(2) Perceived reactions to jealousy
(3) Truth about other girls feelings when they're jealous.
Note: Results may vary.

Trust me boys and girls, the way I handle jealousy can differ so much. I'll swallow it that I may even look constipated if I have to. The more you're close to my heart, the more weird it becomes.

A blockhead person wouldn't even notice that I'd be jealous because I'd still act as per normal. Only abit robot, that is if they can see lah.



Let me warn you that:
I hate to fight, I hate to argue.
I won't speak my mind even if I need to save my bloody ass from WW3.
The brick in my head isn't as thin as my cracked laptop screen.




There you have it, readers.
A part of me you thought you knew.





And yes. I'm fucking jealous right now! Jealous! omg. I hate YOU YOU YOU AND YOU.
(ah. you know that's not true.)


Thought that I'd have someone denying that piece of information. Haha.


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God forbid me, this is one of the 7 deadliest sins.
It's deadly enough for me to inflict sadness and pain to myself.