Insomnia + Caffeine really don't help. I know.

So... I tried very hard to change my sleeping habits but I guess I slept abit too early tonight (say about 9.30) and I woke up just a few minutes after midnight. As usual, I can't get to bed after that. *shrugs* Well, since I had nothing to do, I might as well get a cup of coffee. (that I haven't had for EONS. seriously. I haven't had coffee since I fell ill.)

So this is what I have been doing other than that:
(not that anyone cares, right? Haha)

Read my emails,

Listening to my mp3s,

Starts wishing that it would be a miracle if somehow a 30GB Creative player is on my desk tomorrow,

Watched AIR summer specials (and more animes),

Nudged a few owl-like friends on MSN,

Drooled over the idea of making sushi with sis Abbie's recipe =],

[source of these delicious pics: http://www.edohei.mb.ca/sushi.htm]

Bed-rolling (is there such a word?),
and...

Bloghopping~ *boink boink* =]
[to top it up, I was scaring myself so that I'll get into bed, ironically]

After reading someone's blog, I noticed that recently I was dragged into quite alot of situations. Nope, I am not a part of the situation, I'm just the frequent visitor, watching as the story continue and unfolds. Maybe I shouldn't call it situation, more like topics. i.e - (race)(religion)(stupidity)(irony)(etc. etc.)

I question myself a lot more instead of giving myself time to answer them.
And I begin to notice...

How time passes by~

To me, it seriously is passing by at an alarming rate. It scares me to an extent I was rooted to the ground while I continue to watch the world spinning away.

With much contradictions, I just started criticising myself.
Ah... Sucky.

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So much of that...

Mervyn messaged me earlier to hang out in the evening. As much as I would like to do that, I don't feel like doing so because of personal reasons. And Hell No, if you're thinking that I have something against anyone who's going, or rather, went over. I just don't want to come over and end up feeling all emo suddenly.

Haha.

Sorry merv for not being able to make it. I guess you peeps have to literally drag me out eventually to see my awesome face. :3

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With so much time wasting on nothing, this is what I did earlier and thought of it like some achievement if I get to show it to hw didi...

Tadaa~! I think this is pretty amateur actually.
[Taken from AP front cover] Nyaa~ =/

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Taken from Stephen's blog at Buzznet [click here]

... "all the shows were amazing but in singapore we played a small acoustic secret show at a really cool club called hope. i think absolutely everyone was singing along because i couldn't even hear myself singing. in life that is going to go down as one of the greatest shows for me personally. i could not stop smiling the entire time. we all made a promise to each other to translate more of our songs to acoustic guitars because we did not want that night to stop at all. ..."

The club's name is Home, actually. =] Lol. But it's okay. ^^

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I'll update abit more of the upcoming shows in Singapore later, I guess. You can see what's in store by checking my schedule under my archive's tab as well. =]

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That's about it, I guess. I wouldn't know what today might bring... 'cos I need a miracle of some sort. Haha.

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I wanna go and bathe in hot hot water!
If possible, in a tub! .____.


I wanna cut my hair! I want it short short short!
At the same time, I miss my long long long, pass my butt hair.






I really wanna immerse myself under a hot running shower head.

T___T

boo...