Happy Belated Birthday Adrian a.k.a adik! Ahakz.
Don't be a bad boy kays? *pats head*
=]
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Kel showed me a pic:
Haha, maybe Malaysians will find this familiar. But for me, it's pretty cool!
I'd be stoked if one day I pass by the carpark and see this.
And go red in the face laughing.
And get stared by people, in which 10 days down the road, it won't matter. Hehe.
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First. Wonder why I'm jealous?
Among all other things, even when love is shared, yadayadawhatdoyouhavenonsense...
I, without looking into the crystal ball, will probably start working in a few months time. Likely by next month. *takes deep breath*
Needless to say, this is what I'm all out on emotions about. I want to STUDY.
I'm emoing. Emo Emo Emo.
I don't own my own car. I pay for my own bills. I pay for my own transport. I purposely come to school at times without money so that I'd save up and not spend on food even when I must. One time I was almost stuck in school because I had no change to go back home but I was lucky to have some coins spared by friends. I cringe at the thought of shopping. I cried a dozen times 'cos I doubt I'd be enjoying mindless holidays like some friends did. Okay, I didn't cry. But it's an envious trait that I won't be bothered so much anyway. .
Whoever whoever is so picky with what I want. Whoever whoever is my own flesh and blood. Whoever whoever doesn't get it, sometimes. Whoever whoever says go for this then the other whoever say why go this go that then the other whoever whoever say dont be stupid you do whatever you want. You tell me how to do whatever I want lah with all this whoeverwhoever's talk and unhappiness lingering around me. Think I like that ar?
And I'm jealous with people that have it easy on picking universities like choosing food in a menu haven. That's what I'm tired and sick and emotional about. No wonder my lab technician told me, "This course is for the rich". *sigh*
So please, murder this thoughts and let me emotionally live with good thoughts of work.
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