To whine in a critical place.

I haven't indulged and finished a cup of coffee for weeks.
I haven't indulged and played a game no longer than 2 hours per week.
I haven't been at the peak of concentrations for so long.

I can't sleep.


I have the best and wildest intentions to go overseas.
To study.


But there are too many things back home that binds me from that dream.
I am downright worried.