Living A Life in Dire's Shoes*

For all that mattered. I dont know why i'm on impulse to make this post.
For all that mattered. I'm seriously feeling the worst feelings of all.
For all that mattered. I'm feeling useless, envious and angry.
For all that mattered. This are my deadliest sins.

Can everything just please BE back to normal?

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Has everything be always my fault? HAS everything supposed to make me feel utterly useless? Has everything in place NOT supposed to make me Happy? Am i supposed to feel that i LOST everything? what am i supposed to feel now, huh? HAS EVERYTHING BEEN MY FAULT? AM I SUCH AN EASY TARGET? AM I JUST TOOOOOO EASY FOR EVERYONE? ITS ALWAYS ME ME ME ME right? ITS always ME, everything is MY WRONG. EVERYTHING.
Im princess all high and mighty right? I deserve no one right?
Am i supposed to be crying now? am i supposed to feel out of place, out of touch, out of energy, and out of every feelings... now?


fuck me. yeah. really. screw my life.