The presentation went ok, alhamdulillah. But, as per usual, my heart wasn't satisfied. I wouldn't want to poke much about what I really feel for what happened, but yeah~ I'm glad it was over.
Time to start toning up, saving up, and enjoy myself... plus tons of self-appreciation.
I need money for quite a number of things;
- Dinner & Dance ($65, dress?, fare?, extra necessities?)
- The trip to Malaysia (shopping $? backup $?)
- Mandarin/Business Mandarin language courses ($150++ for a semester)
- My self-appreciation lessons (a few hundred for a usual 6-mth sessions)
- My self-appreciation tool ($20-30 odd?)
- My own guitar (<$100)
- Transport ($50++ per month?)
- Some new clothes ($ on budget)
- ... no idea
Oh well... What do i mean by self-appreciation? Haha, only a few would know what that means... I'm going to keep it a secret and leak it slowly. If that is the only way I'm going to gain my confidence for myself, then respect my decision ^^~c.
And yes, I'll learn the guitar slowly, back again... to not regret whatever i wished to finish in the long run.
Looks like i really need a huge sum of moolah. =( Please, donate to Sal-wants-to-survive-and-stay-happy fund. She will pour you with kisses and award-winning smiles... =X





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