-biopolis-
woke up and get ready to go to biopolis. took the train and reached the lab to do PCR on the cDNA john did yesterday. cant continue with the running of the gel in the afternoon because my lecture starts then. dont think i could come in for the rest of the week though. and since i got some time to spare, i thought it would be nice to just rush home to eat lunch.
-home-
mom cooked nasi lemak. =) its nice. love the rice. love the buttered prawns. <3<3 was at home for just half an hour before i rushed to school... my cat is still sleeping on my brothers bed... i guess even she, misses my brother.
on my way to school... and i had my nasty headaches again.
-school-
lecture. was 20 minutes late i guess. but she didnt start on anything yet. make up lesson on tuesday (4-6)[this week or next week?]. i dont remember when is the retest though. argh. better check it up on MeL later.
-brother-
i finally visited him at the hospital today after 2 days not visiting; i got deadlines to attend to and topics to study. his TB patch is very cute - swell =x and he havent got any high fever this afternoon. i just got this weird thinking he hates needles somehow. he blames the drawing of blood with high fever. well. its all in the mind isnt it? hope he will be able to get out of the hospital by tomorrow.
i was craving for potato salad but theres none at cheers. i ended up buying a can of coffee and roasted(not burnt)chicken sandwich. sis nana was there with bro when i reached the ward. she offered me some nice nice yogurt - its like white chocolate. nice ^^
mom came over first before dad did and she managed to make me, the gullible one, believe her that she came over alone. when dad came 10 minutes later, i kinda blurted out that mom and dad was playing with my mind. rofl. dad looked pretty blur when i said that. hee...
on the way home i kept singing and singing. its very interesting that my dad tried his best to change to gold 90.5fm because he thought that i wont be able to sing old songs... but i did =x he gave up in the end lol!
-handphone-
my phone has been playing tricks on me. it doesnt want to allow calls to come in, sometimes even my messages. and also sometimes it doesnt allow me to send out messages. sometimes it lies to me that there isnt any SIM card in it. and the battery dies on me pretty fast. can i get a new phone soon? someone get me a new phone!
=x
-rants-
the more she thinks of it
she felt cheated
she felt stupid
but she felt better
the more she thinks of it
she knew she took a very hasty step
she knew she will still continue on her journey
but she knew she will still look back on her decisions
the more she thinks of it
she sensed she was wasting her time
she sensed something dont feel right
but she also sensed that it will all come into place sooner
the more she thinks of it
suicidal tempted her
insanity tempted her
but family and friends saved her
dear child,
havent you realised? havent you felt thankful?
you didnt end your life in sin. remembering sorrow as something sweet.
you are born weak. but you know you have to be strong.
you are born into this world alone. but your family is there to welcome you.
you are still going on strong. and you know it.
dear child,
will you change in your given time?
will you look back one day when you are older?
and see how much you have spent your time?
will you appreciate the things that are still by your side?
and will you take whatever you lost as good memories?
will you take someones hand and hold it tightly?
will you learn how to appreciate those who loves you?
will you live on with just hope and pride?
dear child,
what do you really want in life?
-sal...-
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