my conversation with someone over a nightmare i suffered just now

i just suffered a nightmare
propably the scariest dream
i dunno how it started but the ending is .. toomuch
i woke up n i cant breathe and im crying
'im stil crying now
shdnt have said tt
but i almost killed myself in the dream
the part i remember is only at the bustop
shd i tok abt it?
<.< i dunno how ure going to react tho
i was feeling ok cos, the bustop is the bustop tt i take to go home
somehow i felt that i was with someone n im standing close to the person
felt happy
but somehow
the person moved away
i held the persons hand only to find tt it is him...
n i hold him so tight i told him why where what have u done.
i haven’t finish
he looked at me n he looked away
and he took out his phone n show it to me
nah look
n all i saw was one girls name. among some weird name. funnily this girls name is a malay name <.<
and i was like
'who is (this girl)?! who?! why?
then he just said because u never call me or msg me
so i kinda ... (he shrugged)
then im like. who? why? how could u? u told me u lost the fone. how could u do this to me
by now im already pulling his shirt
n i dragged him with me to the road
-.- traffic super good - lorries veh moving fast one... =.=
nope
'i kinda tried killing myself.
by holding him away from me
'then somehow someone pulled us back on the road
n he was sitting on the chair n im on the floor
'... tugging him at his pants and screaming
dont leave me ms dont leave me...
i noe how bad the scream was it was like i really screamed at the top of my lungs
i stood up
'i hugged him
'n brought him to the road again
(thinking tt id rather die with him)
'then i str away woke up before we got hit or anything else happened
i wake up - first thing - im breathless
2nd - i somehow just cant stop crying
3rd i went to look for the fone
but i dunno wad to do with it
but sorry abt telling u the nightmare
i noe its like …
argh
it was so real >.<