I know nothing's going to change that hopeless feeling I get when you said you understand and I know that you can't...

Off i go to ttsh again...
For the sake of my eye.

I had another shearing pain in my left eye after going to the geylang bazaar. I may blame the smoke... But i was frightened when i dreamt that night that i have a freaky operation on my cornea. Probably the mind was signalling to me that it knows that this is coming. But yeap, the dream felt real.

Teary eyes,
shearing pain,
swollen half of the face,

and i still braced the pain for almost 3 days and fast with a strong will that i want to fulfil 1mth long puasa. Sadly, not because of the cycle, but because of my eye. Ever since I have this problem, I won't take it for granted. Sad, some familiar faces would, and still laugh about it.

This ramadhan felt like one of the few wake up calls ive had. One of which i broke down and cried thinking of the deeds and hardships ive gone through and will go through. Only He knows what's in my heart really.

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