I going to go gila la soon, can? puhleeeessseee =(

Yesterday morning i was whining to kel that i am lazy to go to work and i might be pmsing the whole day. i was so so so right...

i met someone i unlikely would have ever wished to see after two (please fill in your own adjective here) years...

whatever my reaction was, it was involuntary. like... my body, my hands, my face, everything lah, just acted out on its own. if you find it offending - ive already given my reason. it ignored you.

after that, my day feels a bit pinched out of nowhere.

i had nothing to do so up to 3pm i was rotting in front of the computer. i chatted to dozens... well ok not dozens.. a bunch of them (discreetly =x) i settled my genotyping files and accumulate them accordingly by date. abel dont believe im in kooks. nic went omfg. styne is my alibi =x but nemind abt that. IM NOT new in KOOKS hor! IM teh poster girl >.< unless belbel kicked me n used vixen to be tehhhh poster girl this time.

LONG TIME NEVER CHAT WITH YOU AR STYNE! (do you noe it sounds weird to pronounce that when i realised your full name is justyne <.<) alah, the hype now is me planning like mad to get my fine ass to melacca during my feb - apr holidays. but id go KL first! *sticks out tongue* kel kel! hmm... chun too! muahahhaha.

trust me. my parents will gg. culture shock. open mouth big big. one eyebrow up kinda reaction. pleaaaaseee be good in front of my parents. please my daddy more >.< er... my mommy can be pleased easily by shopping. =x aiyah. the most important one is - PUJUK them to let me stay LONGERRRRRRRRRRRRRR =x

i just really need to have a break from everything momentarily.

NOTE TO SELF: PLEASE STARVE SAVE some MOOLAH for YOURSELF FOR THIS TRIP =x

went back home and ate mama's homemade mee rebus. like she knew ive been craving for mee rebus. *slurps*

on the other note. this brain started to think... and its going to rant. summarising it; will anyone ever be patient enough to keep me calm n steady n happy n (just ad things that are positive here)?

i asked kel whether he has an opinion out of befriending someone who you once given the throne of *special* after they do such evvvilll deeds to you. i respect those who are still friends if they ended it mutually and not a one sided decision. and well, i mean, i know my own point of view. i will never get any closer to them. he said, there aint no point of being friends. no benefits whatsoever.
demmit kel, are you trying to make me feel better or is that really ur POV?

should i even rant about it here? *sigh*

i wanted to log myself on into maple but somehow daddy knocked on my door n got me in the masterbedroom with my mom n brother to talk about my brothers engagement. i sat there sampai my eyes half closed already. i mean. i know its something important, but my brain is not registering it well enough. downgrade to pentium one then.

ran to the toilet n got out of the toilet to go into my room to continue what i intended to do...

& i was waiting for quite some time n decided to rest on bed. but, somehow, i got out of bed n sat back on the chair n i ended up sleeping sitting down. My butt hurts now... -.-

remind me to talk abt lab lunch last friday n lunch on monday dinner too =p