i just got a rough idea. random post.

As i sit in this quiet room,
i hear your constant breathing,
it serenades me,
it keeps me fulfilled.

i saw your chest moving,
and i looked at you sleeping.
i kissed your lips.
i held you close to me.

and i cried.

because baby, i hate to do this.
but i need to, baby,
i need to say goodbye.

Oh my love, dont hate me,
I cant keep up with this feeling.
It haunts me though its lovely,
But my guilt is killing me slowly.

As i know, i dont wish to leave you
But i hate to see you tremble
Let me leave, honey, let me not see you.
Let me suffer without you here with me.
because I wont be able to live any longer.
I dont want you to cry when im gone.

instead, i'll cry.

because baby, i hate to do this.

but i need to, baby,
i need to say goodbye.

because baby, i hate to do this.
but i need to, baby,
the only way i wont see you cry.

as i sit in this quiet room,
i hear your constant breathing,
it serenades me,
but its only present in my memory.

not a nice one, but ill get it done with better soon.