Living A Life in Dire's Shoes*

Oh. wow. I can't sleep.


Wow.



Edit: Ah. Screw it. Since I'm awake, might as well use my brain reserves to start blogging. Oh wait. Needs emo song to start typing. -goes off for a while- Ah. Better.

Michael had his passing - and it's a year already. If you have not realised who is Michael, it's my dearest earphones. And the ones to take over his place is a adorably cute green earphones, which I have been bringing to school and back home. The office is such a quiet place, it tends to irritate people, and adds on to their bitterness in life.

[GOD. i swear I better get a good Laptop Cooler with USB ports in it because I've been hitting my Wireless mouse USB and it keeps giving me this red blinking light - proving how painful it got hit by me]

Anyway... while we are talking about passing, there's some things that I could talk about which is relative to that.

First. My condolescences to a dear junior of mine, whom I'm sure I've heard of him before from my dear goddidihw. I've not known what's his condition and how bad it was, but I was already planning for a day to go over do donate my plasma, despite having a bad first blood donation experience on my last yr of poly life. Sadly, my thoughts and future actions are of no use, and I should have done a better job to go for it even when I'm jammed pack with a schedule.

I hope that the rest who remembers Jordan Tan, from MBIO, Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Year 2 (2009) - remembers him as someone who has made a memorable mark in everyone's lives. I may have not known you, my dear, but I'm very sure that you have made us remember you, in many good ways. I have had my good wishes and prayers for you.

It's very disheartening for me to hear of such news, and it reminds me of alot of things - whether we like it or not. And this life and death situation sinks in well for me on my 21st.

Second. Talking about passing. I'm still holding onto someone's Ipod Shuffle. Be it whether I like it or not, I have not touched it nor play its songs ever since the first time i heard it. It's almost a year now - holding onto your ipod shuffle, so i beg you, if you want it back, just get it from me. Because it's a total waste of space. And the memories I have of who you are. [and yet, funnily, after a year, i now know another person the same way i knew you] Psst. Anyone bother to give him a scare at his blog? (Maybe tell him that you'd like his ipodshuffle since he's willing to just spare it to me) and you're now a distant memory.

Third. Truthfully, I've been through alot. It may not be as much as some other's, especially not alot compared to those who have lived decades more than I do. All the experiences I have went through, or people around me have, makes me who I am today. I'm a listener, and I'll give advices. But this is what I do not wish to talk to anyone about. Saying what anyone should do.

I'm pretty headstrong. If I make a decision, I'll go all out and dismiss all the cons in that decision. And I'll make sure I stick by it. So please, don't ask me for my opinions if you are just doing some random talk when you don't wish to really heed and consider it.

To me, I've created a theory for myself in making decisions.
1. Heart over Mind
2. Mind over Heart
3. Heart and Mind compromising.

So if you don't really believe in such a theory, then beware when you ask for my opinions.

Fourth, I really hope that I don't get my brain on it's overwork-ed wheel. Because, it would not be beneficial in my position now. I'm nervous, dammit. I don't want to be in that sleepless level again. It will only disadvantage me. Ugh.

Fifth. I went to a distant relatives wedding today, and it was so good that it really made me praise nonstop. And guess what... all look at me like I should be taking note of all this - when I need it. Seriously, time is ticking for my family to anxiously wait... Ishh.


It's 0418hours and now my eyes are starting to be blurry.


Since now, Michael has its passing, I'll shall recycle this sexy name to my laptop. So it's going to be Sexy Michael now. Not just Michael. Smexy Michael. Ooh lala! And my green earphones shall be Mint or Adenade, or both. Hmm. Hmm.


My list of things to do:
Compulsory Must-Do: Lesson Plans - (Fillers/upcoming observation)
1. Bills
2. Dentist Appointment
3. Driving Licence
4. Vocal Lessons
5. Swimming
6. Escada Sunset Heat!
7. etc~